[Libertatea este singura virtute demna de admirat si de luat in seama. Pentru ca a fi liber nu e un drept, ci o stare auto-indusa. Libertatea inseamna o eclipsa totala a fiintei - gandurile se aliniaza si poti sa vezi pana in strafundul Abisului.]

(...)

(unfinished lyrics for an unfinished song:)

All these corporations want to steal your bag
You just keep your both hands on the things you have

I live in a shell,
A living shell
I live in a shell,
A leaving shell

It's not a joke, anymore,
I haven't said many things before

Si orice s-ar intampla in realitate, trebuie sa stii ca te urasc sincer.
Iar ura clarifica.
Cand urasc, ceea ce sunt si ceea ce inteleg coincid.
Pentru ca nu e nimic care sa ma opreasca sa te urasc, si nimic care sa nu ma lase sa-mi inteleg ura.
Oricat de sus ai fi, o sa ajung la tine.
Sa inceapa macelul, am zis!

the beautiful hour

:)

Right To Quit

It takes control
Of your mind and soul
It takes a lifetime
To break an image

It takes your mind
To another kind
Of useful
Desperation

*

I know how this will end
Everyday
I get another message to send
To no one

*

Release the pressure
And stop believing
It's time to measure
It's time for leaving

Believe in pleasure
And stop receiving
Go on with casual
Sincere deceiving

Two Hours In The Retort Demo

A3R - Two Hours In The Retort Demo EP

*Acest demo nu contine variante noi sau imbunatatite ale pieselor; ele sunt inca neprelucrate. Ideea este insa urmatoarea : de fiecare data cand vrem sa ne apucam sa inregistram un demo care sa sune mai bine ne dam seama ca nu putem sa facem asta fara a gasi un solist si un baterist potriviti.
*Sper sa printez cateva zeci de CD-uri cu acest demo pe care sa le impart persoanelor interesate tocmai in speranta de a gasi un solist si un baterist .
*Nu sunt nici eu tocmai multumit de calitatea melodiilor, dar cred ca se intelege cam unde batem si cam ce vrem sa spunem si sa cantam.
*"End Of The World", "Will To Kill" si "A Beginning" sunt puse in playlist mai mult pentru atmosfera.

am dreptul sa renunt.

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Depression is a serious medical illness; it’s not something that you have made up in your head. It’s more than just feeling "down in the dumps" or "blue" for a few days. It’s feeling "down" and "low" and "hopeless" for weeks at a time.

-Persistent sad, anxious, or "empty" mood
-Feelings of hopelessness, pessimism
-Feelings of guilt, worthlessness, -helplessness
-Loss of interest or pleasure in hobbies and activities that were once enjoyed

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"It's snowing still," said Eeyore gloomily.
"So it is."
"And freezing."
"Is it?"
"Yes," said Eeyore. "However," he said, brightening up a little, "we haven't had an earthquake lately."
[A. A. Milne
From book Winnie the Pooh]
One can't complain. I have my friends. Someone spoke to me only yesterday.
[Eeyore
From book Winnie the Pooh]
You largely constructed your depression. It wasn't given to you.

[Albert Ellis]
Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm.

[Steven Wright]

I find nothing more depressing than optimism.

[Paul Fussell]

My depression is the most faithful mistress I have known -- no wonder, then, that I return the love.

[Soren kierkegaard]

I tried to commit suicide by sticking my head in the oven, but there was a cake in it.
[Lesley Boone]

In The Desert Of My Time

Dupa o perioada destul de lunga in care nu am mai facut absolut nimic pe nici un plan (din motive ce tin de baga-mi-as pula in el de serviciu si fute-m-as in ea de lisa de sustinere) revin cu un nou track, instrumental, in genul celor de pe "The Pains Of Sleep", intitulat In The Desert Of My Time . Ideea melodiei e simpla: acelasi fel de a face muzica (indiferent de reactii), aceleasi probleme, acceasi oameni, acelasi praf, in desertul timpului meu.

Oh, in the desert of my time
with my own tools I've become
Oh, but becoming's gotta stop
Stop the flowing drop by drop